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"THE FORMATIVE YEARS (2010​-​2014​)​" DDL

by abolitionist

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There's a place that us kids all used to go, down by tracks on the other side of town. Near the water where the fish don't swim. Where the banks go a long way down. I remember this one time Eddie said, "I'm gonna leave this godforsaken place." But little Eddie wasn't very good at swimming. We all watched that little guy float away. I think it's funny the lengths some people go to get away from their shitty home towns. Like it's a disease that they need to cut away, something infected that they gotta get out. I remember this one time Eddie said, "I'm gonna leave this godforsaken place." But little Eddie wasn't very good at swimming. We all watched that little guy float away.
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(inspired by the 1994 Rwandan Genocide) This is not the way it has to be Living life so desperately Running through trees, getting away Machete man gonna kill my family Already hacked a thousand friends to death It's gonna happen again Not a neighbor anymore Just a roach stomped on the floor Tied down to a past of tyranny Still enslaved to ideology This card says I'm different from you But it's an ancient racial stew We're all mixed up in this wasted land Just pawns for the Europe man You don't have to cut off my head But maybe I'm better off dead?
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"lie" (2010) 03:36
Just a few seconds left until we touch the ground I just to had to see for myself what it is you found It seems like only yesterday you found yourself in love With your own image, now you're humbled from above What a fucking ego trip, do you really think you've won? You would keep on spouting lies as your lungs fill up with blood I'm not gonna buy this shit, you can't sell me afterlife Even your fresh suit and tie can't sell me on this lie
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(inspired by the Cormac McCarthy novel) I read "The Road" and it really got me thinking What if this green earth became a black fire pit? Nothing to grow, nothing to eat The seas a grey sludge, no more sweet salt air We'd all revert to the lowest of lifeforms Killing each other in a cannibal flesh-feast It got me thinking about how fragile this life is How when it comes down to it we're just living a fake life We don't even know our neighbors We don't even know our friends If shit hit the fan, how long would we last? The present would mean no past Stock up on canned goods, lighters and kerosene Who knows when the big one might come out of nowhere? Better yet, learn to shoot a boomstick A rifle, a pistol, a shotgun, a flaregun Will it come slowly and surely? Or will it shake us right out of our comfortable shoes? I guess "The Road" really got me paranoid But I'm not so sure we can take that thin chance
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They came in peace at first Just a friendly band of neighbors We all worked together Until the well ran dry They lie They kill They drink We saw their true colors We heard false promises We should have known better Never trust a new friend They took us one by one To that dried up, empty well What a bittersweet irony We filled it up again
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This is not the end But it's not the start Not if we go forward Without the heart You can keep it all If we ain't gonna starve But it's the end of us If we stay apart What's that you say? You don't want to share That's all right by me You've gotta do what's fair For yourself, your fairest friends be damned But I'm so goddamn thirsty You have a drop to spare? I don't where I'm going I haven't drank in days Kind of feeling real gloomy About the bed that I've made It seems so clear to me now I had a choice but I failed To see the consequences Of trust, compassion unveiled I have learned so much About the lives we led Before it all dried up How it was in our heads The sense of place In a community Now it's plain to see My only friend is me
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BLEEDING KANSAS "Things are not right here but, then again, when have they have been?. Manifest destiny. It's our land, thanks to slavery. The battle's in Kansas, out west where the river's long. People dying in Kansas. Shot in the head for thinking slavery's done. They're bleeding in Kansas. No border, no self-control. They're killing in Kansas. Confusion reigns in many a lost soul. Take me over to Kansas. No comprise when the blood is on the wall. United states of America. No north, no south, just one land for us all. They're bleeding in Kansas." Immediately prior to the first American Civil War, the battle was, indeed, in Kansas. Pro-slavery guerillas clashed with those who wanted simply to live in state devoid of slaves – not because they were opposed to slavery, necessarily, but because they most often did not wish to live among blacks. Despite this, many abolitionists flocked to the Kansas territory in an effort to fight for the creation of a new state without slavery.
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WHAT WE NEED IS ACTION You say you want a free state. You want it now before it's too late. Where we all have opportunity. Where there exists no impunity. I'm afraid we'll have to fight for it. I'm afraid we'll have to die for it. Beware the ones with the dough on their face. They've all bought into the lie of the master race. What we need is action. What we is action now. What need is action. Pick up that gun, put down that plow. This isn't a race war. We've heard all the lies before. Listen to your heart now. Feel the heavy whip as it cuts into your brow. We are all the same here. All kept in line by the violent fear that the rich men lie about. It's all about profit in textile amounts. "What we need is action!" (John Brown)
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POTTAWATOMIE "We forced you out in the dead of night. You slave-catchers didn't even fight. Live by the sword, hearts choked with mud. Enslave my brother and we'll drown you in your blood. You fight this Free State, you'll burn its towns. You sacked poor Lawrence, burned it to the ground. But on this springtime night with air so sweet. We'll take your fire as we slash you from your feet. It's true we murder you, steal you from your wives. But this is war so just that it's focusing all of our lives. You can't deny it - it's our people's way. Fight until the death until peace is here to stay." In May of 1856, with Kansas mired in violence (including the "Sacking of Lawrence", where pro-slavery guerrillas destroyed Free State printing presses and destroyed other property), John Brown felt he had to send a message. One night, he (and a posse that included his sons) took bloody revenge in Pottawatomie, Kansas and murdered five active "slave-catchers" (men who made a living catching runaway slaves), some in front of their families. There is evidence John Brown was haunted by his actions but felt they were morally justified in what he considered a literal religious crusade against the institution of slavery.
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CUT THE HEAD OFF THIS SNAKE "Gather up the pikes, son, it's time we head down south. Gather up the men, son, we're going where God can't be found. Where the devil makes his home. Down to the armory, we march without a sound - righteous, but terrified - on this wet October ground. Gonna be a very cold trip. Never surrender. Not till every last one is free. Never surrender to this slavocracy. You are some brave men, you've led hardscrabble lives but for this righteous cause you would gladly die. All twenty-five of you. A band of brothers, both black and white. Down to the armory, where we'll bring the fight. It's much too late for them. Let's bring the fight to them, show them how it's done. No time for politics when it's freedom to be won. Let's cut the head off this snake. I see it now, boys, that train is just ahead. Pull down those wires, make sure the telegraph is dead. The time to strike is now." On a cold October night, John Brown marched his small band of men - including his sons - down to small town of Harper's Ferry to implement his doomed plan to arm the town's slaves and lead them in a rebellion against the slavocracy of the Southern American states. He had no faith in any political leader to eliminate what he considered the sin of slavery - only his own faith that God had chosen him to lead the crusade against it. He was prepared to die in an attempt to cut the head off the snake of slavery.
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WE WILL VANQUISH YOU "The golden leaves outside fall to the ground, fall to their place in the universe, while we take fire in this space. Holed up like a dog. It doesn't seem a place I'd like to die. Best to forget that now. Just watch the breeze blow from the sky. You killed my family. Frederick shot in August sun. Osawatomie. I've lived a dream that's paid in blood. You will exsanguinate. This oath I've made one thousand times. You will exsanguinate. All will see your system's lies. We will vanquish you. Better run while you still can. We will vanquish you. You're a dying breed on stolen land. It's a battle cry. Heed it now before it's too late. It's a battle cry. To die a slave is the worst fate." Brevet Colonel Robert E. Lee (later promoted to General) and a detachment of US Marines were deployed to Harper's Ferry after the local militia cornered Brown's band into the armory itself. A few of Brown's men were able to escape (most were killed or captured). One can only imagine what was going through John Brown's head during this time. Did he reflect on the death of his son at Osawatomie, Kansas in a skirmish with pro-slavery forces? The only thing for certain is that Brown had no intention of surrendering. He was, however, captured on the third day of the raid after the Marines broke down the door to the armory. He was beaten and stabbed, but not killed. He was brought to trial shortly thereafter and, while his actions were denounced by a majority as "insane", he impressed many who witnessed his trial, acting as his own defense. He eloquently defended his actions and convictions. He made it clear to everyone that he was not afraid to die in the struggle against the slavocracy. John Brown died by hanging on December 2nd, 1859.
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It's a sunny day but there's a heavy feeling in the air Nothing's been the same since the day the shots were fired Darting eyes, shuffling feet, just get from here to there Fractured society We never saw it coming We were fucking brain dead Bright blood red letters on the wall Soldiers wave their guns in the faces of their former neighbors Preaching discipline and to fear a disappointed God Clinging to the words of their paranoid leaders We all suffer the price paid in their blood
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Pour my coffee, take my seat. It's time to make them feel the heat. Guided missile bearing down Straight from heaven, not a sound. Drone! Drone! They're fucking droned! If I don't do it, someone will. Not very hard to make a kill When the target's on the screen. Just like a game, or good TV. Drone! Drone! They're fucking droned! How many points for my soul?
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No empathy. No conscience. Such disconnect. Mindless consumer. (why can't you) consider someone else? consider someone else! consider someone else consider someone else! "It's my culture." "I like the taste." "I'm superior." "It's just the way it is." We're not the center of the fucking universe. Each living being has its own intrinsic worth.
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You can start a fight. Scare a disadvantaged kid (born into a modern day caste system). Then shoot him dead. It's such a shortcut life. This injustice happens every day, But not to people like me (With advantageous skin, With advantageous dicks). It's only hearsay to me, of course. But I believe it. Growing up in a backwards redneck town, More faith in guns than another's heart. It's such a shortcut life.
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Not innocent At least we're trying Not innocent But not blindly buying This legacy of brutality But all my heroes have killed cowboys White privilege Means running water White privilege Means benefiting From a legacy of brutality But all my heroes have killed cowboys
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Gather up the pikes, son It's time we head down south Gather up the men, son We're going where God can't be found. Where the devil makes his home. Down to the armory We march without a sound Righteous, but terrified On this wet October ground. Gonna be a very cold trip Never surrender. Not till every last one is free. Never surrender to this slavocracy You are some brave men You've led hardscrabble lives But for this righteous cause You would gladly die All twenty-five of you A band of brothers Both black and white Down to the armory Where we'll bring the fight Let's cut the head off this snake Never surrender. Not till every last one is free. Never surrender to this slavocracy
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It's a sunny day but there's a heavy feeling in the air Nothing's been the same since the day the shots were fired Darting eyes, shuffling feet, just get from here to there Fractured society We never saw it coming We were fucking brain dead Bright blood red letters on the wall Soldiers wave their guns in the faces of their former neighbors Preaching discipline and to fear a disappointed God Clinging to the words of their paranoid leaders We all suffer the price paid in their blood
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Have you ever seen a grown man die? Blown into a million little pieces? Imagine he'd just told you something heavy Something he'd never told anyone Then a moment later he was gone Yet he was everywhere Everywhere I just want to come to terms with it But no matter how much alcohol I corrode my spirit with It all ends up just pissing itself away There was a time when I felt more in control Now all I want to do is fade away Fade away
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I was taken in the first round-up At gunpoint to a lonely place Blindfolded, gagged and bound Heart pounding at a frightening pace Held down with my face on cold concrete Barely breathing with a knee on my throat I felt the sting, tasted pain No desire to see what they wrote What's a dissenter to do? Marked man with an ugly tattoo I never asked to grow up in a place Where the ones who we trust with so much Feel so fucking entitled with this gift That they corrupt everything they touch I know I'm older, not a kid And I should not long for what I was fed The illusion, the lie My mind is free until the day I'm dead

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This is a (mostly) comprehensive catalog of ABOLITIONIST output from 2010-2014. It features tracks from various compilations, in addition to a digital-only EP ("Bleeding Kansas") and tracks from the following 7-inch releases: "At The Level Of The Ear"+ split w/ FOOLS RUSH (Portland, OR) + split w/ RUBRICS (South Carolina).

These tracks were pulled together in one digital download for convenience and archival purposes. It's okay to download for free! Donations are always appreciated, of course ...

Cover art by Joshua Mikel (“Bleeding Kansas” digital EP, 2012)

Thanks for listening.

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released December 18, 2016

All music/lyrics written by Dustin Herron (ASCAP); primary vocals/guitar by Dustin Herron. The following persons appeared on the listed tracks:

1-2: Jesse Wright (drums), Jeff Carey (bass), Steve Hunter (lead guitar)
3-5: Jesse Wright (drums), Jeff Carey (bass)
6-9: Ross Savage (drums), Jeff Carey (bass)
10-14: Dustin Herron - all instruments
18-20: Mike Urbain (drums), Ryan Sotomayor (bass/vocals), Jeremy Dunlap (lead guitar/vocals)
21-25: Mike Urbain (drums), Jeremy Dunlap (bass/vocals)

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